of missing home and other feelings...

......that is what I feel.

I wanna go back home,

back to Kenya,

back to the nice weather,

back to mum and dad,

back to my sister and brothers.

Back to celebrate the new good ones that were born

back to mourn the dead that have long past,

back to embrace new relations made

back,

back.

I want to enjoy

enjoy life for once in a long time

enjoy the food and all their nutritional value

enjoy the water

enjoy the things i take for granted- electricity, internet

enjoy friendships

enjoy living

enjoy good health

enjoy a roof over my head

enjoy the bed I sleep in

enjoy motherly care

back,

back.

I'll take that leap

that step in the dark

into the unknown

because they said- "east or west home is best"

the time has not yet come

but it's nearing

and scares the hell out of me

I have to graduate first

then I'll leap

I pray that loving hands will receive me.

back,

Back.