Monday, July 20, 2009

The summer so far + him and I

Well I went to California. It was awesome! I loved it. I wanna live in San Francisco, the weather is perfect, and the people are fun. The people are also wayyyyy different from Utah. I liked it there.
In other news, he called! yes he did. I'm really happy :)At first I was not eager to start a long distance rel but he's turned me around. He's restored my hope that there are nice guys out there. There are a few good men, and I think I got one :) The walls I had once built, are tumbling down. He's breaking all my rules and I'm liking it, He's really good to me and I like him a lot. Oh, did I say that we're in a relationship now? yes we are! hehehehe. I like him a lot. I haven't been excited about someone like this in a long time. I have my insecurities because I've been burned before. I hold back sometimes, and I feel bad for him coz I'm not giving him 100% like he is (I think). He's also scared and wonders if this will work. I hope it works for the both of us. We really like each other and we mean a lot to each other. He makes me happy and the texts he sends! out of this world. Makes me smile every time. I'm officially a sucker for his texts and phone calls. He makes me feel so spoiled. I'm loving it. I cannot sleep w/o talking to him, yeah its that bad.
We'll see how it goes and where it goes. I'm enjoying it and having a good time.